First of all, since I last posted, no good news about my cousin (or bad news)... We're still waiting to see if he'll be okay. T_T I guess no news is better than bad news.

And I've also been getting along better with Akira (who I've been calling my brother..). I still have something against him but I know he's trying to change things, it's just happening slowly.

I still have a bit to do on my costume. It doesn't look very good. Damn. But I'm trying. Hopefully the end will be okay. ^^ I'm painting on the dress now, errr...

That's all. Still drawing!

I've been working on my 3rd pic of the competition but it's coming along really slowly. I lost a lot of my interest in it but I know I MUST finish it... so... it's being really slow. Sorry! It's coming though.

I can't believe how many people commented on the swimsuit picture. It got that much attention!? I really almost didn't upload that. Now, I am glad I did. For now. Maybe I'll be regretting it later, from shame. I want to draw more pictures like that, somehow. Embarrassing...

Also still working on my cosplay. It really sucks. But I can't give up... T.T

Oh! And lately, I discovered VOCALOID. I am late for a cool thing, as usual. But I really like it! My favorite is Len. He is super cute, and I love his hairstyle most (the ponytail is too cute! I want to make Shaiming's hair like that.)

My birthday is coming. I will be 21 on the 22nd of March. It's an important day of my life, I guess, but to be honest I don't know what I will do on that day. Maybe nothing. I am somewhat bored of celebrating my birthday. Isn't it sad?

So... as usual, it isn't a very special update. ^^ I just felt like updating. And thank you for all the pageviews, I noticed it is going up fast lately. So thank you!! You are appreciated always.

Thank you for everyone's support for my cousin. I do not have any good news, or bad news about him right now. Nothing has changed so far. I just hope he will be okay in the end... He's a really smart and hard working guy. It's a shame he is on his bed like this for who knows how long... Hopefully not forever.

I've been feeling a bit strange lately because of his situation, so I did not draw very much. I also really miss Akira who is still not talking to me much or at all sometimes. Still...

I am about 30% done with my next pokemon battle frontier picture. So, it is on it's way. Also working on some other things now and then.

My qipao dress finally came in the mail today. I will work on this a lot, so this month will be very busy for me.

But I certainly do read all of your messages and I always love to hear from everyone no matter what they're saying, so thank you always.

The bad luck seems endless...

My phone broke after getting a text message from my mother (who is across the country for a while). So I don't know all the details, but her text said that he is suddenly very ill and apparently has cancer.

He is only my age... He is extremely smart and going to a great university. I really admire him... but this isn't fair.


I feel so shitty... I only have 4 cousins, and he was the only one my age so, when we were young we were pretty close. But as we got older, we really drifted apart. And now... it sounds like he is dying.

My family is really small already...

I really hope he will be okay...

Is actually doing pretty well after being down for a while. We have only 18 members at the moment but a lot of people are posting there often and that makes me really happy! We're having fun.

So for those who have not joined yet but would like to, we would love to see you there! It's for pokemon and other roleplays, or just anything you want.

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